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Comfortable Ones
03:01
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i'm gonna carve out a space for you
and the hell you hold
runnin straight away to the place
no one goes
and if it's any consolation, its just a void
that you're tryin to fill but it doesn't work anymore
walk right back to the place
you hate the most
and glare at those comfortable ones
what's all that for?
and maybe all that pain's just a fuckin bore
i'm tired of sweating thru my life for just a little bit more
and if it's any consolation
i can see the constellation
and every little point that kept you waiting
everything that leads to your destinations
can you leave it there, will you go further or?
can you leave it where it belongs and find a new home?
i'll be hiding behind it for you wherever you go.
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2. |
Sever
02:42
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i wanna be severed
from everything you were
i wanna be cut clean
from all those fucking words
i wanna be free from all the loyalty
not an actual home
just a desperate need, uh huh
and from the window
you're waiting in the car
and in the hotel
i don't know who you are
cuz i could tell you to leave
but you're already gone
and somethin slips out of me
accident prone, uh huh
cuz i could wait out the winter
holding on
to whatever specter i choose to dote on
where you never belonged
sick and sparse and wrong
and when the walls close in
where will you run?
you're always bleeding in
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3. |
Hold
03:06
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this winter
feels like a joke
a play on every hope i never wanted to let go
and myself
further than ever before
i try to let go
i wanna let go
i wanna feel like you're on my side
i wanna rewrite our time
into something i can hide behind
a veil of shame, i hold the reins
and when i come back
it's plain as day, distort the pain
is there any other way?
i hold, i hold / i know how this goes
i hold, i know / i know how this goes
(shed yr skin, dont let it in, and then yr back again)
when i crawl out, and i patch my wounds up, i'll look it in the face, and love you all the same.
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4. |
Spill
02:12
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i wake up
and pick my clothes up off the floor
think of anything
to get myself out of the door
and i sweat
when i think of before
take the day off and cave in a little more
but as i walk down the street
on the way to the store
think of everything you and i had before
the decay
and the guilt
the truth that hid in every little spill.
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5. |
New Shade
02:58
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smoke in the sun rays
lighting everything up
wondering when all
the pain's gonna stop
another day of
just willing the hours to pass
and really how long can a good thing last?
i can't believe i used to feel like this
every day
but i guess it's all different,
it's just the same shit in a new shade
drink in the day to day
clouding everything up
wondering when all
the tension's gonna stop
and you can lecture all you want
but do you practice what you preach
you know yr mask keeps coming off
just the same old fuckin leech
i can't believe i used to feel like this
every day
but i guess it's all different,
it's just the same shit in a new shade
walk the canyon
hold the body that remains
stand and say
i'll never leave you in the grip of that pain
let it finally fade away
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6. |
Lost Dogs
03:14
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i ride around
in the evenings
looking for lost dogs
if you've seen
anything resembling us, would you give me a call?
last seen
somethin like last year
somethin like im never here
the smoke in the air makes the sunsets fantastic
decorative postcard
and i spend the day lettin go of the ghost of what u are
where nothin's new and your self is a static
picture of pain, so long
to all the shit that never fails to tear me apart
last seen
somethin like last year
somethin like im never here
i am the cancer
waitin on extraction
for you to notice i never belonged here
and when you get home
can you take it off?
can you live with yourself,
imperfect and apart?
and when you get home
can you make it stop?
can you shed the regret
and live with what you got?
i ride around in the evenings
would you give me a call?
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7. |
Clean
03:14
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i wanna go back
to clean
if im the only one
it was just a dream
and there's something blocking me
if you keep it up
then you'll see
everything you'll be missing
like it wasn't clear to me
everything that i'll never be
i walked back on the side of the road
there was no one to call
no where to go
but to you
so i found my favorite home
the soft glow of a chemical pull
to you
i wanna go back to clean
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8. |
Purple Mountains
04:20
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keep the window open
i'm not in the mood tonight
to shut out the light while it hides
i think of you all the time
where you might be at night
i say it aloud sometimes
"wherever you are, i hope you're alright"
starin at a winter pool light
and purple mountains, too high
and i wonder what it must be like
to feel so alive all the time
a part of me i thought had died
and a score kept all inside
can you reckon with those years of life?
or just cower until pain feels alright
and if it never changes then, what's that mean for me?
and if it's in my dreams then is that the reality?
i'm barely anchoring myself to any kind of hope that i see
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i'm gonna break it down
the most violent ways
i wanna disgrace
your name
i wanna yell and insult and let it all out
i probably won't
i won't
i'll ignore texts and old ideas and let it fizzle out over time
might never tell you why
do i owe it to tell you why?
for the time, for the "gifts"?
something faded, something obvious
might never tell you why
(i've been waiting for things to fall down
white knuckle at every sound
when i look back and yr still around
you know, i was wrong)
what you should already know.
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Kascha Las Vegas, Nevada
little songs i made in my room in the desert!!!
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