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Puppy Dogs
02:03
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lately this weather's been dragging me down
but i can see thru the clouds again
and i feel crazy
whether i'm up or down
but it's better than just feeling dead
and you came with me
to scramble over rocks and thru trees
to finally get some peace
from this cascade of shit news
that pours on us mercilessly?????!!!!!
and i'd follow you there
again today
we'd hold on to it
we'd never change
coffee and puppy dogs
these solutions only last so long
i walked thru my hometown
and felt myself crawl out of my skin
if you could see the way i hide
when you're not around
i'll be lost in some self absorbed worry, surely
and i'd follow you there
again today
we'd hold on to it
we'd never change
but the sadness gets old
you're packing your clothes
lost your grip on it
things will always change
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2. |
On a Good Day
02:17
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seems like the longer that i wait
the more that you fade
into an empty corner of my brain
feels like this could be the perfect way
for you to fuck up my day
never knew exactly what to say
and i could only ever do you wrong
each night i try to find the perfect spot
to nestle in all of my thoughts
that tell me i don't belong
in any way on a good day
in a place where i feel worth something
i'm not used to talking about things
the way that you and i do
i'm not trying to waste your time
think i haven't learned at all
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3. |
Sunrise
01:52
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your memory enters my head like a flood
and it will take full control of me
and everything it will touch
these floodgates open so very often
sleep deprived with the blue tint of 5 AM skies
creeping through the blinds
could i find you out there?
is there a part of you
i could see in the sunrise
i'd let my eyes burn
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4. |
Sunset
03:29
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don't you believe if there wasn't anything
else you could do, the guilt wouldn't burn thru you?
sent half conscious texts
and i laid in the grass,
was mostly you that i thought about,
and that's fine with me i guess
you know, they see it
when you struggle to breathe
and i won't see you, in the morning
or the next day your mattress rots
to your body conforming
to the expectations
they set on the person they thought you were
it doesn't matter anymore
and don't you believe underneath the self loathing
even when you withdrew, there are those who love you?
so i'll lay there again eating cheap ice cream
i'll let the sun burn my skin
i'll let myself day dream
you know, they see it
when you struggle to breathe
wasting all of your energy
on empty apologies
sun's almost set and it feels like everything's burning
and you wish you had it in yourself
to be the kind of person
to stand the fuck up for yourself
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5. |
All the Time
02:59
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something about the way the sun hits the trees
just wakes it up in me
and after i run, my ears always ring
i wanna hear it sung deep in me
that there's no reason to survive
just do what makes you feel alive, try to feel alive
i spend most days wondering
if i'm even a natural living thing
but then again,
i'm pretty good at laying in my bed,
not responding to my texts
so is it weird if i say just seeing you makes me feel good?
and i wanna feel that way all the time
there's nothing i could say to you
to make it understood
that i wanna share that night with you
just mundane and shitty food
i won't let this winter rip thru me
something about the way the ceiling stares back at me
something about the way i can tell you never quite hear me
i wanna feel that way all the time
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6. |
Hollow
03:29
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sleep tight, i can never say it right
six in the morning
resigned to phone light
and all of my dreams
are of drinking and dying
or leaving
or maybe all three
if i'm lucky
there's nothing to keep me
from the drawer, from the chore
of tearing myself down
and amid the crying
i drop to the floor
getting bored of
coughing my lungs out
every night
try my best to move on
but i see your pictures
it's all my fault, i know
try my best not to fall apart
but i didn't deserve it
from the very start, you know
that i'm hollow
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7. |
This Summer
02:30
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you and i stayed inside all day
the concrete's too hot for your paws
and i prefer walking at night, anyway
and i'm not trying to stay the same
i just keep ending up in all the same exact places
and it was hotter, this summer
than it had ever been
i wait for november
and try to catch up to them
and leave all my regrets
right where i found them
and i don't mind spending some time alone
but i always seem to find myself
stumbling in the road
and i know you're not paying attention
when you're on your phone
i just act like i didn't know!
and it was hotter, this summer
than it had ever been
i wait for november
and try to catch up to them
and leave all my regrets
right where i found them
and i know you're not listening,
but it was harder, this summer
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8. |
Right
01:40
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make it count, i'm feeling drained now
can't hear you, without that echoing too
maybe i'm fine with the kind of life
it takes to spend time with you
i'm not gonna make this right
not gonna make it thru the night
one word replies, it's not that hard to hide
makes me sick, but i'll get over it
i'm not gonna make this right
not gonna make it thru the night
we'll probably be fine?
tried our best, right
yeah right
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9. |
Quiet
02:31
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never mind the weather and the length of your sleeve
never mind who's tethered and how long it should keep
will you get tired of me?
never mind the truth and all the things i can't see
i'll be inside my room tearing myself piece to piece
and when you find me, will you think less of me?
will you get tired of me?
admit it, you can't see anything
don't know what to think
and there's nothing, but an early sunset
you can make up the rest
and pretend you got any sleep,
pretend you're worth something
pretend you're not just waiting
for the moment
that it's finally quiet
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10. |
Untethered
03:38
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it hit me last night, just like the first time
that i'll never see you again
and i won't take it for granted
don't wanna drown it out
i wanna feel at home in my skin
wanna let it wash right thru me
let the sun leak into the blinds
and i'll watch
and feign acceptance
at the unpreventable passing of time
and the threads
were meant to come untethered
over the years became weathered
untangled and slipped away from each other
and you
you played it better than i could ever
with such a careless demeanor
and you knew this day would come
but you never thought you'd be the one
to out live and out run
i'll step outside next year
on any given, empty day
and i'll try my very best
to let you go your own way
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Kascha Las Vegas, Nevada
little songs i made in my room in the desert!!!
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